Correction of error!

What can correct illusions but the truth? And what are errors but illusions that remain unrecognized for what they are? Where truth has entered errors disappear. They merely vanish, leaving not a trace by which to be remembered. They are gone because, without belief, they have no life. And so they disappear to nothingness, returning whence they came. From dust to dust they come and go, for only truth remains
(
A Course in Miracles, W-pI.107.1).

 

As my mind gets softened more and more I see everything around me as a beautiful Miracle. My perception of the world is right now this very moment different than ever. I feel held and cared for like I have never felt before. I am in this totally clueless state of mind. And OMG it feels SO wonderful. No worries and no judgments. I Trust ….. it’s actually even much deeper that that. I KNOW that I am SO Loved and SO cared for, and perfect exactly as I am. I feel my heart is more open than ever. I so much want to try to explain this in words, because I wish for everyone to feel this! It’s the feeling of Oneness with God. It is the true beautiful Mind that We are. The One Mind. It’s beyond amazing! I’ve been crying so many grateful tears for so many hours, that my contacts keep getting all salty. I have already had to clean them three times today 😃

This deep journey to awakening is like David Hoffmeister once said: ‘Damn, damn, damn, damn, Ahhhhhhhhhhh’  and right NOW I’m in the Ahhhhhhhhhhh!

The deep dive this time happened when I sang one of my songs at a gathering few days ago. I have sung this song many times before, but not at a gathering with 50 people. So somehow the words went deeper within me. The lyrics actually just tell the truth of who we are: ‘I am the son of God. I am the Holy son of God. I am you, you are me. We are One we are free …….’ but my mind went into unworthiness and doubt thoughts while I was singing. I had thoughts about; ’who are You to sing this?’ I prayed while I was singing and heard a loving voice say over and over: ‘Just sing to me, just sing to me’ – so I made it through the song. Thank you Jesus 🙏

This feeling of unworthiness went so deep after the gathering that I was almost believing in it. But at the same time I could see it was untrue. It has been a very strange state of mind I’ve been experiencing the last couple days and even stronger today. It’s like I’m in-between two worlds and still aware of what is true and what is an illusion. I feel very clear.

I can see how Spirit works with me – guiding me to jump into situations that seem fearful. Situations that bring up thoughts and emotions, and then I’m shown the believes I am having. All just illusionary believes that need to be forgiven and released. I see SO clearly that I am definitely NOT the one in control of my life. I never was – and such a huge freedom and relief has come with that recognition.

I feel my heart is more open than ever and it somehow feels a bit shaky and at the same time very Safe. A bursting heart with Gratitude for Everything! That’s what I feel right NOW ❤️

I have NO idea where any of this is heading. I’m just floating along and following what is given to me – I kind of think of all this as an experiment. There is literally nothing to lose. I’ve given everything of me to the Awakening.

The world is in my mind and there is nothing outside of it. I am only responsible for my state of mind. It IS that simple. Peace of God is a decision I must make every moment. Heaven is a State of Mind. It’s all there IS. Everything that is not peaceful is just an error that needs to be corrected. My prayer is to remember this – always. Amen 🙏

‘The peace of God is everything I want. The peace of God is my one goal; the aim of all my living here, the end I seek, my purpose and my function and my life, while I abide where I am not at home.’ ACIM (Workbook lesson 205)

Thank you for being here and for walking with me on this deep journey.

Forever Love, hugs and blessings❤️

Svava

Link to my song I am
I AM

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