I woke up this morning with a smile on my face after a very restful night. I got out of bed and I did everything I normally do every morning – I wrote the word ‘do’ but I don’t feel that I ‘do’ anything anymore. Words are just too limited. To be more clear I would rather say that I am present with what is being done through me. There are no thoughts behind the action. There is awareness – a presence, and things just happen in divine order.
I sat down in a chair in my room, facing the most amazing view to a huge lake with my morning coffee and my A Course in Miracles book. I heard in my ear that I should read today’s lesson out loud. Sometimes I’m guided to do that. And OMG I began crying just reading the first word. And I kept on crying trying to say the words out loud as I was in such deep gratitude for the Love I felt in my heart. It’s not easy to write this down. It’s so much more than words can ever describe. The experience is so huge that it….. kind of explodes out of the body and expands to the whole world. Nothing feels existing except THIS. This is IT. The LOVE that we are is so much more than the mind can imagine.
I remember in the beginning of last year when I began reading A Course In Miracles, and I was so committed to believing and practicing the principles of the Course that sometimes the ego’s voice tried to convince me that I was too hard on myself – ‘forcing’ myself every morning, before doing anything else, to sit up in my bed and write down; What would you have me do? Where would you have me go? What would you have me say, and to whom? And I prayed and listened and wrote down in my journal what I heard. I didn’t know what I was doing – I just decided to trust in everything the Course said and what Jesus told me to do. But I could see more and more clearly the importance of my commitment and devotion. Discipline was needed to go beyond the ego. Even though the ego was very tricky and I sometimes almost believed that the Spirits voice was the ego’s, because Spirit sometimes was so uncompromising and direct. But I needed to learn discipline. Divine discipline. With this routine I saw that my life began to change. I began seeing amazing Miracles all around me. The world began reflecting what was on my mind. People began coming to me and talking to me. People I had never met before. I had holy encounters on benches in parks in Copenhagen. People shared about their lives and I listened and I could feel a deep presence. Everyone I saw was so beautiful. I saw beyond the body. I saw the Light in them.
I got more and more convinced that THIS was the truth. I had found what I had been looking for for so long. It was already within me – within us all.
My lesson for today is All things are lessons God would have me learn. And as I was reading it with tears running down my cheeks I could see that it is TRUE (I know I have said this before, but this journey just goes deeper and deeper). Only the ego would resist what seems to be happening – and the ego isn’t even real! By embracing everything that comes to me pulls me back into the present moment and everything is perfect exactly as it is. I could see deeper than ever that everything that seems to be happening is ALL FOR me. It’s all for my awakening to the truth. It only comes to me to show me who I really am. The feeling of resistance is only showing me what I am NOT.
I’m sitting here full of gratitude for this deep experience of being One with God. I can actually see all the Love floating from my heart and expending while I am writing this. By sharing all this here with you in this blog the Love expands!
Jesus says in the Course: “Teach only love, for that is what you are.” This is the one lesson that is perfectly unified, because it is the only lesson that is one. Only by teaching it can you learn it. “As you teach so will you learn.” If that is true, and it is true indeed, do not forget that what you teach is teaching you. And what you project or extend you believe.
My beautiful mind brought me to where I am now. Living with beautiful beings that all are devoted to awakening to God’s Love. I feel blessed beyond everything. Thank You Jesus for being beside me, laughing at my silly believes and helping me to awaken to the Truth.
Thank you for being here and for your Devotion to Awakening ❤️
Forever and ever grateful 🙏