I felt a very strong prompt to write about some of the mystical experiences I have had the last few days – and also about the very clear sign that I had the other day from Jesus.
Yesterday afternoon when I was at our beautiful location La Casa De Milagros in Chapala I went into a very deep meditation. I was resting before the movie gathering and I placed ‘my’ body in an armchair to sit and meditate. Normally when I meditate I have my eyes closed, but this time without even thinking about it I had my eyes open. Quickly I got very relaxed and couldn’t feel ‘my’ body at all. The only ‘thing’ I could feel was love, gratefulness and happiness that expended more and more. I could feel expansion of the TRUTH within and I felt very safe. Then images around me in the room began to dissolve and I couldn’t see anymore where they began or ended, as it all just melted together. Then I suddenly found myself in different environments. It changed from sitting on a glacier, being in a forrest and flying in space. And what I noticed was that no matter how the environment looked like the TRUTH of who I am was totally consistent. I could see deeply that forms in the world has no effect on the truth at all. These forms are all illusions. I saw that the TRUTH is all that is and has always been and will never change. It was SO beautiful 💜
Another deep experience happened this morning in a deep meditation.
I was sitting in the bedroom and looking at the view over the lake and closed my eyes. I saw a huge white gate and standing in front of it I could feel that the experience behind the gate would be very deep. I opened the gate and this huge flush of white light came over me. When I walked inside I could see a very big and white marble staircase that went downwards. I began walking down the stairs and suddenly a feeling of unworthiness came over me. I felt that I wasn’t worthy of the light and all the love – or even unworthy of walking down these beautiful stairs. Suddenly a body figure of myself jumped out of me to the right and kneeled down on the stairs. I could see on the body language that I/she felt very unworthy and was looking down like she was shameful. Then a huge feeling of pride came up within me and another body figure of myself jumped out to the left and I saw myself as feeling better than anyone else with my nose up in the air. What was left within me was this innocent and loving being. I felt like an innocent child, very humble and at the same time very powerful. I felt the presence of Gods love within me and I could move down the stairs feeling loved and being the LOVE. It was beautiful beyond words. It came so clear to me that THAT is the truth of who I am – that is our true nature as innocent children of God. Thank you God for this amazing experience 🙏
The Temple of Aesculapius
There has been so much healing going on in my mind since I entered this white amazing Temple that I’m living in right now in Mexico. I went to see this Temple in January and we (David, Lisa and I) went there to see it just for the experience – as we did not have the money to buy it. I had seen this beautiful Temple on a wall for sale and I felt it was very important to go there. At the top balcony of the Temple I had such a deep mystical experience where the world disappeared and with the amazing feeling of Love and light there was also this feeling of fear of the light. Only a week later a donation came in to buy the Temple and I remember saying to David that I didn’t want to live there, because I was afraid that I would disappear.
About 6 months later after many many miracles we are now living here. It had been for sale for 5 years and no-one had made an offer for all these years. Jesus was waiting for us and guiding the whole Living Miracles community to move down to Mexico.
And omg SO many things have flushed up for me after I moved into the Temple. It is like this place just flushes everything up to be healed for everyone that comes inside this mystical building. This is really a Temple of Healing. Aesculapius is The Greek God of Healing.
The prayer got answered
When I bought the ticket to come down to Mexico from Denmark I bought a return ticket on August 15th – and for over a week before that date I had been feeling so extremely fearful. It has been very intense to be honest. I had a huge fear about that in the end of this month the rest of the community members – that are still in the US right now are going to move down here. I felt like I couldn’t breath and I could see that I had a huge fear of joining and living with others. When I looked deeper I could see that I had this believe that people can take away my peace and my connection with God and Jesus. So I just wanted to isolate myself – that’s the pattern I have been using all my life. I began thinking about running away and I had thoughts about using this return ticket to just leave it all. So one day when I was crying in the bathtub I prayed and prayed and I asked Jesus what He wanted me to do. The only thing I heard was ‘Safe the world’ and I knew that He was telling me to change my mind about the world. Then I prayed and asked Jesus to make it obvious for me if I should stay or leave. For days nothing came in and on the day my flight was going I checked my ticket when I woke up in the morning to see what time it was. It was late in the afternoon so I thought ‘ok Jesus we still got some time here.’ I remembered sitting by the pool around 4pm and thinking that I should be checking in soon. I had one flight from Guadalajara to Mexico City and then a flight from Mexico City to Amsterdam and then from Amsterdam to Copenhagen. Fifteen minutes after the first flight had taken off I got an e-mail that the rest of the flights were cancelled. So even if I had taken the first flight I would not have been able to even leave Mexico. That was a very clear sign to me from Jesus. I am supposed to be here and I feel strongly that it’s also very important that I am here. I don’t know why or what the plan is. But after this very clear message I KNOW that I’m at the perfect place and that everything is as it is supposed to be. The fear I had for joining with others was so strong that the ego was trying to make me run away. I know now that joining with others is my release from this believe that people can hurt me and take away my peace. It is all for forgiveness and letting go. It’s all mind and nothing is outside of me. I’m being called out of the perceptions of the world.
This is my path to remembering who I am – this is the way back Home.
I have no idea what I am doing, I am very relaxed, I have no plan, I just am right here in this very moment and I don’t have my hands on the wheel. I’m just rolling 😃 and I am only responsible for my state off mind.
Thank you Jesus 🙏
Thank you for being here and for reading this. I felt to say that TRUST is the most important. Trust that you are safe and that you can let go of trying to make anything happen. TRUST that you will be shown the steps to take. If nothing comes in it is also a message – a sign to be still and patient. Everything will eventually be very clear.
Wishing you the most beautiful day!
Love and hugs 💗
From A Course in Miracles
Glory to God in the highest, and to you because He has so willed it. Ask and it shall be given you, because it has already been given. Ask for light and learn that you are light. If you want understanding and enlightenment you will learn it, because your decision to learn it is the decision to listen to the Teacher Who knows of light, and can therefore teach it to you. There is no limit on your learning because there is no limit on your mind. There is no limit on His teaching because He was created to teach. Understanding His function perfectly He fulfills it perfectly, because that is His joy and yours.