I’m sitting on my bed in a beautiful white Temple and looking at an amazing view over water. I feel like a princess in a Palace. I‘m in a beautiful bright white room with candle lights and a soft smell of lavender. In front of me on the wall is a figure of Jesus with one hand on His heart and the other one waving at me – and at the bottom of the figure there is a sentence in Spanish that says: Jesus, I Trust You. I found that figure of Jesus in a second hand clothes store near by the Temple. I was walking around in the store not really looking for anything specific, and on my way out of the store I had a feeling that I should look up. And there He was waving at me. The price was unbelievable – only 50 Mexican pesos. Thank you Jesus 🙏
I’m feeling blessed beyond words ❤️
Few days ago in a deep meditation Jesus came to me and asked me very insightful questions. I had had some intensity with fearful thoughts during that day and in the evening I decided to sit and meditate in the office at the Temple. I went very deep quite quickly and I began talking to Jesus. I asked Him to show me the truth and to help me. His first question was ‘What do you really want Svava?’ and the only true answer was “I want to be happy’ Then Jesus asked ‘and why aren’t you happy?’ Immediately He showed me that I wasn’t happy because there were things outside myself that I wanted to control and of course couldn’t – as I have no control over the world. Jesus kept asking me questions to go deeper into my beliefs and I could see that I had been keeping the control issue SO very hidden that I actually believed that I was someone that didn’t have that issue at all – that I had been spared from it 😂, but I had felt that some others around me seemed to have that issue. I could see that if I see control in others I must have it in myself. Hmmmm…. that was a big one to swallow – ME having control issues! Without getting emotional about it I was very clear and with honesty I looked at it – Jesus even guided me to share it with my partner and I felt a bit shameful at first, but as the words came out of my mouth the shamefulness melted away because I was met with only LOVE and with no judgement. So sharing it was a very important part of the healing. After my sharing I said out loud that I didn’t want this anymore! That I wanted to give it over and have it released in the light – and I meant it deeply. Something very deep happened at that moment. The next day I felt very strange and it was like I could see old fear and guilt far away – drifting away in some kind of a bubble and almost looking at me and shouting ‘help, what are you doing?’
So since yesterday I haven’t felt fear, control, guilt or sadness. I’ve been composing a song and enjoying being in purpose and being used by God in a beautiful way. I feel my mind has expended and I feel my heart is floating with Love and light.
Yesterday it came to me that when I see everything that comes to me as a Gift no matter the form it comes in all judgments amazingly disappear. The ego has no change when everything is a Gift from God – and EVERYTHING actually IS a Gift from God! That IS the only truth.
The other day when I was in the bathtub it came into my mind that EVERYTHING is a Miracle! It felt like a huge realization and It was SO very deep. Every moment is literally a Miracle and life is such a joy.
The ego wants to keep the illusion SO hidden to keep itself in business, but when I let the guilt flush up to awareness and see it for what it is and in total honesty I can see that it is NOTHING at all! Only Love is real and it’s possible to choose Love in every moment. It just takes little willingness!
Wishing you the most wonderful day with joy, love and the peace of God ❤️
Love and hugs
From A course in Miracles
Never approach the holy instant after you have tried to remove all fear and hatred from your mind. That is its function. Never attempt to overlook your guilt before you ask the Holy Spirit’s help. That is His function. Your part is only to offer Him a little willingness to let Him remove all fear and hatred, and to be forgiven. On your little faith, joined with His understanding, He will build your part in the Atonement and make sure that you fulfill it easily. And with Him, you will build a ladder planted in the solid rock of faith, and rising even to Heaven. Nor will you use it to ascend to Heaven alone.